Tuesday 26 April

If I was a Native American living in a reseavation I would feel mixed emotions because even thou the Europeans took there country they would still do there job but they won’t get as much as before.

I’m not really sure if he should leave the reservation because if he leaves he could get bullied even more but had a higher possibility of getting higher grades but if he stays in the reservation he wouldn’t have the the chance to get a job but he would know that he wouldn’t get bullied that much than if he leaves.

Today junior told me he was going to leave the Rez. He said he was going to move school but I think he’s just going crazy. If he leaves the Rez he’ll get bullied by people in his new school and I won’t be there to protect him. He’s also leaving me and I feel like he used me just so that I could protect him. Junior wants to leave the Rez because he wants to be white he doesn’t want the be Indian and that gets me angry. I didn’t really want to punch junior but at the time what he was saying was bullshit?. He wants to be freinds with our enemies and leave his freinds and family. I thought he was smart but I guess I’m wrong.